# 上帝啊 我雪峰身心处在极度疲惫中

至高无上的上帝啊！

十二个春秋，十二个寒暑往来，我倾尽了自己的所有，年年如一日，日日劳作，到今天，我已身心极度疲惫，几乎到了万念俱灰的状态中。

人的自私吞噬着我的灵魂，人类的愚昧撕裂着我的肉身，若再没有能量的输入，我坚持不下去了，我随时面临着倒下去的可能。

我深深地感觉到了自己的渺小和无助，我已经全心全意全力努力了，这场游戏是不是该谢幕了，我是不是可以返回了？

热情和激情早已荡然无存，绝望常常萦绕在脑海，现在是度日如年，活一天，受罪一天，对人间已毫无留恋之想。

要么快点启动程序，要么让对美好未来的努力和向往彻底消失，一切回归原始蒙昧状态。

上帝啊！在这危难关头，一切靠您了！

2014/7/12


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